Monday 25 February 2013

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Fluxthea back again ! 
Yesterday i bought a new PC Headset from Philips that costs only for 29.9 US$
It's actually pretty cheap than the other series (considering the specification and the models too)
It's really lightweight and very clarity in sound. Well, I'm always a big fan of philips. I got a lot of them in my house. 
Not only its design that i love the most, but there's also 
a mini mic too in the headset (not really necessary, actually, but i didn't realize it before)
And here's the first reason why i buy this one :
Costumize your headset with your own pattern
Philips PC Headset SHM6110U/97

And here what i come first for my headset design :
Fluxthea.
I've been missing them for a long long time,
so that's why they got the first place in my headset design for this time :')

Yay ! Fancy Headset !

Flux & Althea : Lovely new headset
This made me a little bit mellow for a while, 
watching them together,.. 
(maybe that's why i drew them with a gloomy one)
but life doesn't stop for anybody.. so i must move on :')

Oh, anyway, i'm about to make a new story after the big-final-examination.
Probably after i finished 'De Komst' and everything :')
I hope everything works out well :D

Sunday 24 February 2013

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The perks of being wallflower probably the most beautiful novel i've ever read.
Each by each words are written beautifully by charlie in his letter and none of them are not meaningful.
Simply touching, Charlie took us into his 'lonely' world until he finally found that he is 'alive'.
Not just its stories that made this book absolutely one of the best book, but also its quotes.
The movie, which is very touching and draining my tears, 
also well played by Logan Lerman, Emma Watson and Ezra Miller. I can't say anything again about this movie & book, both of them are just beautiful.

 I may not be a completely wallflower, but to be honest, i am.
I'm not a typical-popular or social girl. 
Though i have many friends but still, i'm too shy or to awkward whenever i'm with them. Specially when my best friend are not around me, it seems that the only thing i can do is shut up.
This is probably happen because i see things, i keep quiet about them and i understand.

I don't think anyone knows or even, noticed me.
But let's say, i'm just gonna be who i am, and that's mean there's nothing to do.
I do dream big, and i keep quiet about them, because that's what wallflower did.

"A wallflower - A type of loner. 
Seemingly shy folks who no one really knows. 
often some of the most interesting people 
if one actually talks to them"
wallflower
 And yes, there's nothing i can do for that.
I didn't get the perfect word for what i mean, and then i found charlie write this : 
"We are who we are for a lot of reason"

and there's this thing too :


and i realized, this movie and books, 
give me strength like the way i never known before.
I don't know, it's just.. incredible.





Wednesday 20 February 2013

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Icon pop ! Who doesn't know about this app?
Everybody love 'em and it's already trending in my class :')
 (which one, i found it's actually more interesting when we play it with many friends than just by myself)
I could only guess best in TV & Films section, just because i'm a movie maniacs hehehe x)

I started playing this game about 4 or 3 months ago 
when my brother was playing with his girlfriend and i interrupted them *sorry

Icon pop is a really fun game for you anyway,
specially for the one who like simple-addicting game like this :-)
you can download it through here : 
and download the cheat here too 
*for the one who easily desperate with the answer* :

andd here it is i made for my class xD

Can you guess who?

Icon pop : Icon Ultimate
I actually don't like cheating on games, but well, my brother just did it 
and i can't stop him anymore (nobody can't stop him when it comes to this thing *the same one he did to zombie cafe too)
anddd... that's the reason why i stop playing this game in my house (but still playing it in the school)
not only because it's already cheated, but because updating icon pop through android is really DIFFICULT & SLOW -___- *that's why, better play it in iPhone (or any other apple products)

Icon pop *cheated*

Sunday 10 February 2013

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S

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I'm wishing you alive right now, S.



I missed the way we talk about everything.
I missed the way you play classic music with your piano.
I missed the way you keep me calm down when i got so many problems.

Can we just repeat it again?

It's just one more step again until i fulfill our promises.
One step again.

You could be the one who take me down to that ballroom dance,
because you are the one who lift my feet off the ground.
You could be the one who riding the horse with your shining armor,
because you make me fearless when i'm with you.

But here i'm now.
Standing in the crowded room and not speaking.
Just because i realized that everything will not be the same again.
And realized that you won't come back.

But can i just pretending that you're here right now?
I need you and that's all about.

Saturday 9 February 2013

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"You, with your words like knives And swords and the weapons that you use against me...
Well you can take me down with just one single blow 
But you don’t know, what you don’t know
Someday I’ll be living in a big ol’ city 
And all you’re ever going to be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?


You, with your switching sides And your wildfire lies and your humiliation 
You have pointed out my flaws again 
As if I don’t already see them


And I can see you years from now in a bar 
Talking over...
With that same big loud opinion..
But nobody’s listening 
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things


All you are is mean 
And a liar
 and pathetic 
and alone in life
 And mean "



People are so insensitive sometimes. 
Don’t point out people’s flaws, i think they're just didn't look at themself.
It’s not their fault they’re that way, 
but it’s your fault for being a trashy person.

Stop Bullying. 
Stop being a Pathetic person
Pathetic only happen when you start complaining about something over and over again. 
Stop hating somebody just because they're more than you. 
I think there's no point of hating someone who's smarter or more than you, instead, you should learn from them how to be more succesful in the future.
Stop stabbing in the back.
Talking over someone badness while in front of them you're being such a nice person. You're the worst people. Ever. 
Stop pointing out people flaws. You're not flawless/

Why, Just Why people??!
Jealousy? Bored? Not excited?
Life have tought as so many things and you pick up the wrong one?

But you know.
Actually, I don't care what you think, as long as it is about me.
I respect you, and that's all about.
I'm not going to do anything for you.
Even when you bring me down.
Even when you start talking about my badness and the other big lies in my back.

I'll just keep on glowing. 
And someday, you'll see me rise and everything will change.


Monday 4 February 2013

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" Something old,
Something new, 
Something borrowed, 
Something Blue
and a silver thruppence in her shoe"
For those who knows about this traditional rhyme, 
i'm telling you i'm not gonna married (not right now)
well, this is just rhyme, but somehow, i really love the meaning.
This rhyme just really suits with my condition right now.

"Something old" symbolizes remembering and learning what's already in the past.
"Something new" means optimism and hope for my new life ahead.
"Something borrowed" well, in my case, it's miracle and luck, because i'm going to borrow it from God.
"Something blue"  to symbolize youth, spirituality, truth and peace
"and silver thruppence in her shoe" to symbolize miracle and fortune.

and this, my friend,
i'm going to tell you that 
I'm not going to lose even when you bring me down.
I do believe that fairytales exist and happy ending is real.
I'm gonna spark and i am as radiant as the sun.