Wednesday 26 January 2022

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 Hello!

andd just like usual, writing things only once a year lol but i really hope no one read this (?) and if you do, come back here once a year to just read my stuff then thankyou, i hope you enjoy this little writing i do that happened in my life.

I'm writing this in the end of january 2022 so after a while, i think i finally know what 2021 means to me. I finally taking breaks after 8 years in medical field. I would say i can finally breathe, like breathe. I guess it's really taking a toll after a while and i am really grateful that i am at this point and be able to take everything and stop for a while. I've always been wanting to pursue my hobby, just doing what i like, drawing, travelling, etc. 

There are a lot of things that happened in 2021, one of the best is having a group of wonderful colleagues that is like a sister to me. Despite all the dramas and stuff that happened, we get along and we are able to make a lot of experience like picnic, sleepovers, hangouts, barbecues, and many more. And the other thing that i find it endearing is living 9 months with lan zhan as my roommate did help me a lot and we create a lot of good memories like weekly groceries (seriously? lol), going to the cinema together, enjoying the small moments like watching the sunset while eating our dinner, cooking, singing with asa hati, going to the park and so many more. I realize we do have a lot of similarities despite our differences

OH andddd what's good this year? i spent a lot on stuffs that i have been always wanting to buy! (which felt so good!) i bought guqin, BJD (finally!after all those years) wei wuxian, analog camera, and wacom cintiq ! i kinda did regret a... little bit in the end because i spent so much but hey! i could always make more hopefully in the future and afterall, i was happy so it wasn't a waste

Pandemic might be going on and it does get worse i think around june because there is a lot of cases and death news... but this year, there are also good things that happened

Like...this year, after i quit my job, my art finally got recognized in the destiny community and omg my art went to this week at bungie !! i gained a lot of friends and followers from there and i'm so glad jinx introduced me to destiny. I also fell in love with Cayde-6 too eventhough he broke my heart :( Also! i adopted bunniesssssss (i've always been wanting to adopt one), adopted 4 bunnies name bangchan, lee know, bolu lulu and mochi.

So in conclusion, this year, i discovered a lot.

Maybe part of myself that is long gone. 

Reclaiming my passion, enjoying every bit of moments, 

this year is good. And hopefully, 2022 is better for all of us

 

with love, M.