Ikasmariagitma

"We just met & now we're already walk in each other's path,

 Isn't weird? 

Time passes so quickly as we get older. 

Memories are like photographs, they got blurry as the time passes

And i'm afraid of losing it"

Ikasmariagitma Bhawikarsu 2013

I already miss them.

Prom

High school ... it happens to everyone.And for years it has a way of dividing us.
Athletes over a cheaters, drama queens, misfits, jokers.
But then, just before it ends, we were almost at the door. One night has a way of bringing us together,

Prom.

It's the one night when nobody cares who wore the varsity jacket,
and who got cut from the team.
It's the night when you might find yourself singing at the top of your lungs,with people you've never even spoken too.
The night when that cute guy free a math class might finally make his move.

Prom's our night, and each of us wants it to be unforgettable.

Prom . . . a night when nice guys might not finish last.
When friends might completely surprise you.
When the person you where at in high school, could change in an instant.

Maybe you find what you're lookin' for.
Or maybe you just find, yourself.
It's true one night can bring us all together but it's more than that.

'Cause when it ends, it's really just the beginning.

*quoted from the movie 'Prom' (2011)

Farewell from Karina & Vlahos

"No matter how it is

Believe that our path will cross again at last "

'Believe that our path will cross each other again'

Thank you for all of our reader !

Now, De Komst is finally off to publishers, pray us luck!

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The Journey of Love

When i was child,

i learn that love is something about i'm trying to understand.

But when i was in the middle school,

I learn that love is something about accepting what i didn't understand.

And now.

in Highschool,

i learn that love is something about letting go and giving away what you can't have.

And all i can do is only hoping,

that in my new journey,

One day, someone will make me understand what's the meaning of love.

Hello Pathetic

"You, with your words like knives And swords and the weapons that you use against me...

Well you can take me down with just one single blow 

But you don’t know, what you don’t know

Someday I’ll be living in a big ol’ city 

And all you’re ever going to be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides And your wildfire lies and your humiliation 

You have pointed out my flaws again 

As if I don’t already see them

And I can see you years from now in a bar 

Talking over...

With that same big loud opinion..

But nobody’s listening 

Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things

All you are is mean 

And a liar

 and pathetic 

and alone in life

 And mean "

People are so insensitive sometimes. 

Don’t point out people’s flaws, i think they're just didn't look at themself.

It’s not their fault they’re that way, 

but it’s your fault for being a trashy person.

Stop Bullying. 

Stop being a Pathetic person. 

Pathetic only happen when you start complaining about something over and over again. 

Stop hating somebody just because they're more than you. 

I think there's no point of hating someone who's smarter or more than you, instead, you should learn from them how to be more succesful in the future.

Stop stabbing in the back.

Talking over someone badness while in front of them you're being such a nice person. You're the worst people. Ever. 

Stop pointing out people flaws. You're not flawless/

Why, Just Why people??!

Jealousy? Bored? Not excited?

Life have tought as so many things and you pick up the wrong one?

But you know.

Actually, I don't care what you think, as long as it is about me.

I respect you, and that's all about.

I'm not going to do anything for you.

Even when you bring me down.

Even when you start talking about my badness and the other big lies in my back.

I'll just keep on glowing. 

And someday, you'll see me rise and everything will change.

The Sparks

" Something old,

Something new, 

Something borrowed, 

Something Blue

and a silver thruppence in her shoe"

For those who knows about this traditional rhyme, 

i'm telling you i'm not gonna married (not right now)

well, this is just rhyme, but somehow, i really love the meaning.

This rhyme just really suits with my condition right now.

"Something old" symbolizes remembering and learning what's already in the past.

"Something new" means optimism and hope for my new life ahead.

"Something borrowed" well, in my case, it's miracle and luck, because i'm going to borrow it from God.

"Something blue"  to symbolize youth, spirituality, truth and peace

"and silver thruppence in her shoe" to symbolize miracle and fortune.

and this, my friend,

i'm going to tell you that 

I'm not going to lose even when you bring me down.

I do believe that fairytales exist and happy ending is real.

I'm gonna spark and i am as radiant as the sun.

Heart. Aches.

"There's something that perfect from the beginning to the end,

and that's how i feel for Althea until the last of my breath"

- Flux

My heart aches.

I was bored and reading Endymion again.

And..

I cried into tears. 

Oh my goodness,..

How in the world we made this..  story?

"No matter how much you stretch your hand out, There's something that you can't touch.

Sleep tight, Endymion"

- Althea

Cloud Atlas

“Our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others. Past and present. And by each crime, and every kindness, we birth our future.” - Cloud Atlas

Cloud Atlas. Oh how awesome this movie is.

I just really love the plot, how they told 6 different stories in the same time, how they connected each other by each stories, and how they entered our mind with the 'reincarnation' concept slowly..

Cloud Atlas is a masterpiece, one of the most definitive to emerge in years, for it’s daringly ambitious, brilliant in scope, and wondrous in character development. 

They made us understand, feel what we didn't feel before. 

The idea of everything's connected is just... AWESOME.

Cloud Atlas

Eventhough at first, you'll got confused but slowly.. you'll understand how beautiful this movie is...

Cloud Atlas Sextet

Ah!

And don't EVER forget the score.
This is the list i love from the soundtrack :
1. Cloud Atlas Sextet
2. Death is only a door
3. The Message
4. Kesselring
5. Cloud Atlas (End Title)

Oh my, my.. you'll absolutely love the music. Specially for 'Cloud Atlas Sextet'

Jim Sturgess... Ben Whishaw.. Tom Hanks.. Halle Berry.. Doona Bae.. and many others actors that you'll recognize their transformation. You'll be absolutely enchanted by this movie !
I almost cried into tears when i watch the final.
The message.. everything was so great..
I even can't handle it anymore.

 And here are the cast & their transformation from Cloud Atlas :

Doona Bae

Ben Whishaw

 Ben Whishaw as Robert Frobisher.. can't handle the cuteness. I don't really like the character but the stories,. in the end makes me really broken hearted. Their love story is just too.. ugh.

Halle Berry

Hugh Grant

Hugo Weaving

Jim Broadbent

Jim Sturgess

Jim Sturgess! If you watch & remember this cute boy from '21' movie,.. you'll absolutely love his transformation when he did the 'Isaac' and specially 'Hae-Ju-Zheng' character.

Oh my god. Hae Ju Zheng Commander is just way too *nosebleed*

Susan Sarandon

Tom Hanks

“Our lives and our choices, each encounter, suggest a new potential direction. Yesterday my life was headed in one direction. Today, it is headed in another. Fear, belief, love, phenomena that determined the course of our lives. These forces begin long before we are born and continue long after we perish. Yesterday, I believe I would have never have done what I did today. I feel like something important has happened to me. Is this possible?”
 - Isaac, Cloud Atlas

25 Days until the End of the World

What would you do if you only have 25 days to live?

Seeking A friend for the end of the world

So counting from now to 21 december 2012,..

it's only 25 days again until the end of the world (according to mayan propecy )

Will you go to your loved one? Will you go to your family?

 Or will you find what are you looking for?

 or even, do all of the things what you want to do?

It ain't about your belief. But it's all about the question. 

Answer this.

Think about it.

Which one will you take?

It's really important to think about this right now.

World has changed, and so do us. People are getting too much serious lately in their jobs, etc. They said that success is the first thing that matter. 

But it's not like that.

Life is about living like what you want to. 

"Let yourself be happy" - Tom Hiddleston

"Happiness only real when shared" - Into the Wild

See the world. See yourself. 

See the beauty.

And see how many things have you forget about them when you're too busy with all of your jobs.

"A beautiful thing is precious, no matter the price. Those who do not know how to see the precious things in life will never be happy"

There wasn't enough time. There never would have been.

"Make sure you tell the people you love that you love them. Loudly and often. You never know when it might be too late" - Tom Hiddleston

22

"Uh oh, I don't know about you but I'm feeling 22 

Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you 

You don't know about me but I bet you want too 

Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we're 22, 

22"

It's like already 7 months keeping this feeling for the whole time.

I have no idea what to do.

I saw you coming twice in my dreams

and finally i'm awake.

It's just.

Really weird.

When one day, you wake up, and realized that this guy,.

you have no idea who's him.

But he's keeping you in your dream like you know him for many years.

It's just weird.

I can't explain how's that feels,

but i guess it's a crush. A big crush.

I don't know yet.

"Yeah we're happy, free, confused and lonely in the best way 

It's miserable and magical oh yeah 

Tonight's the night we forget about the heartbreaks, 

it's time"

And now i realized that 

you passed through my life like a thousand times

The examination, the community, and so many other things i didn't know until right now

but i guess it's pretty late for me, I'm sorry.

Well, what should i do?

My love is too selfish.

But it's all about the beginning, right?

  "It feels like one of those nights, we ditch the whole scene 

It feels like one of those nights, we won't be sleeping 

It feels like one of those nights, you look like bad news 

I gotta have you, I gotta have you"

- 22, Taylor Swift

No. I'm not 22, only 17, but I think 22 is going to be my favourite number for now ♥ 

Endymion : The End of The Beginning

Oh God. It hell takes a lot of emotion to write the last part of Endymion.

I don't know what to say.

It's just feel so heartbreaking for me. Even when i've finished Endymion,

the feels, the story between althea & flux still hanging in my thought like

they want,.. more.

Oh, and in the night, actually i want to added this quotes *i made by myself for Endymion* 

but then i didn't do it because i am too confused where should i put the quotes between the words.

"If you can't speak, then let me be your voice.

But if you can't seek for a soul, then let me be your love"

- Althea & Flux, Endymion

I think this quote is really great :')

I don't know what possesed me when i write this, but this quote just feel really great for them. 

Well, maybe i should write it in the book if Endymion has released :')

And. People. Brace yourself. 

Our final chapter of Endymion :

Flux's Last Chapter

Althea's Last Chapter

So, in the night, when i was writing the last chapter of flux's i listened this song, 

Quintette n.1 by Dustin O'Halloran

and it success to makes me drowned in the 'sappy soppy' mood (plus, a bit creepy too).

You should listen to this while reading our last chapter :

The Hollow Crown

let's talk about SHAKESPEARE. now.

So i heard a lot of my friends don't like shakespeare.

If you said so, you're a fool then.

Shakespeare have one of the most exciting stories i've ever read in my life,  just a note.

and what makes his stories are thousand, maybe million times better than any other stories is He says it better than any one does.

And that's why you should read it.

there's no thing called hard.

What makes it looks hard is because you thought so.

HENRY V : played by Tom Hiddleston

KING HENRY : 

Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more,

Or close the wall up with our English dead!

In peace there’s nothing so becomes a man

As modest stillness and humility,

But when the blast of war blows in our ears,

Then imitate the action of the tiger:

Stiffen the sinews, summon up the blood,

Disguise fair nature with hard-favored rage;

Then lend the eye a terrible aspect:

Let it pry through the portage of the head

Like the brass cannon; let the brow o’erwhelm it

As fearfully as doth a gallèd rock

O’erhang and jutty his confounded base,

Swilled with the wild and wasteful ocean.

Now set the teeth and stretch the nostril wide,

Hold hard the breath and bend up every spirit

To his full height! On, on, you noble English,

Whose blood is fet from fathers of war-proof,

Fathers that like so many Alexanders

Have in these parts from morn till even fought

And sheathed their swords for lack of argument.

Dishonor not your mothers; now attest

That those whom you called fathers did beget you!

Be copy now to men of grosser blood

And teach them how to war! And you, good yeomen,

Whose limbs were made in England, show us here

The mettle of your pasture. Let us swear
That you are worth your breeding; which I doubt not,
For there is none of you so mean and base
That hath not noble lustre in your eyes.
I see you stand like greyhounds in the slips,
Straining upon the start. The game’s afoot!
Follow your spirit; and upon this charge
Cry ‘God for Harry! England and Saint George!’

 It's Incredibly Amazing ! And you should watch this one. His speak, his act, his everything looks so amazing here.

The Science of Deduction

The final examination of odd semester is on.

Well, i'm not ready for this actually.

I haven't read all the books in the third semester, and there's nothing i can do for it.

It's already happen, but all i can think is Loki.

and sherlock, for addition.

I just CAN'T WAIT to see War horse! God, please let this exam pass quickly.

and make it easy, for sure.

Because i'm so tired of all of thisssss--- just like today biology test, i only use my past memories from cambridge exam & sixth grade lesson to answer all of the circulatory system.

Well, sherlock taught me to use the deduction. So i'm using that.

just some doodle i made in my math book.

3 days again.

and then i can watch War Horse & The Hollow Crown.

Behold, Tom, I'm heading to you.

and anyway, Goodluck Ultimaters!

Let’s talk of graves, of worms, and epitaphs;
Write sorrow on the bosom of the earth,
For God’s sake, let us sit upon the ground
And tell sad stories of the death of kings;
How some have been deposed; some slain in war,
Some haunted by the ghosts they have deposed;
Some poison’d by their wives; some sleeping kill’d;
All murder’d for within the hollow crown.

Tomorrow we're going to a battle!

I need you to save me right now.

I need a long trip. a real one.

It's like a long time ago i went travelling since my trip to Singapore.

I need to find beautiful places to get lost.

I've done so much 'boring-thingy'  in this life,

and i just don't wanna do this anymore.

Monotone isn't me.

And i have to be me.

I want to free. 

I want to break that damn walls.

I want to explore.

I want to get lost,

to find beautiful places & live in it.

I need Narnia. Now.

The Rebel Girl

Sometimes,.. spilled out my feelings are the worst idea.
I dunno why, but it's like whenever i spilled out my feelings to anyone and being 'the real me' makes the situation came worst. Not always, but most of times. And it ended up with i apologizing to them. I just don't know why in the world this should happen, i mean it's like facing two option : Being Yourself or Not.
I know my answer will always be : Being Myself,
but.
i just don't wanna things gone bad. just it.

I was born in the 'rebellion' blood-- well, it's from my grandpa's grandpa. He's a truly hero for our country, the head of the rebellion against the dutch. I'm proud of it.
Maybe that's why my father always said to me,

"you're stubborn girl, but remember, you have a potential from that character. if you know how to manage it, you'll be big. just feel it, what's right for you & for the others, then if you know what's your best decision. face it"

hoah. i'm a such rebel girl. i knew.
well,. it's like being katniss everdeen in a real life.

and right now, i'm as fiery as the girl on fire <3

well, may the odds be ever in your favor.

as always.

Half of my Heart

“I was made to believe I’d never love somebody else
Made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang
‘Til the day you came
Showing me another way
And all that my love can bring”

—	John Mayer - Half of My Heart

Why does it never been so easy for love?

I see the Light

"Just like the Legend says, we let Love leads the way"

" All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted

All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you "

- I see the light, Tangled

Girls, you don't have to rush to find your love.
You don't have to wait like a damsel in distress.
You have to find your own way, see the world, see how big it's and see how small are you.
You're just a small part in this world.
So pack your bags.
tighten your boots.
And get ready for some adventures.
Because your prince charming is too lazy to leave his castle,
that's why you have to walk away from your castle,
and someday,
when you've already see how big the world is,
you'll find a knights in shining armor who'll fight for you.