2020 : Year of Hardship

 Hello again,

it's certainly been a long time since the last one. Probably because i didn't really know what to write beside a reflection of the year. I don't really think that people gonna read this anyway, so i'm making this as a journal for everyone who hops in this blog randomly. 

So, 2020 definitely the worst year for me, hopefully because i don't expect to have another year like this. And i'm pretty sure that everyone thought the same too. the beginning of 2020 is just fine, i think. I went to a course to study, passed and finished it. But that was that. We didn't even get our graduation party because this whole pandemic thing and i felt so dissappointed. I was planning to wear this grandiose dresses and parties but covid strikes first before we even planned that.

But well, yeah, i passed.

I started working at cafe for part time job then continued my work on hospital, which is pretty nice because i get paid (almost) good this time. And my co-worker and seniors are pretty friendly, i like them to be honest.

Other than that, 2020 is awful. My dad went into accident and had to undergo several surgeries, almost critical, my parents company didn't last because covid happens, but at the same time i'm glad that the food business they're in help us a lot.

Oh and i got a new interest this year, it's because my roommate introduce me to the untamed that i got into chinese drama, novels, manhua and donghua. Mo xiang tong xiu's works are really amazing, it just fits perfectly to my taste, the whole plot, the character and the art is just *chef's kiss*. I also bought guqin because i think the sound is just too calming and beautiful, it's not yet arrived but hopefully next year it arrived safe and sound and i could learn it just fine.

In conclusion, i got so many life lesson this year. Both in bad and good way.

That healthy and togetherness is what most important in life. That money and fortune doesn't really buy you anything.

I really hope that next year is gonna be good, gentle and caring, full of happiness for all of us. I cannot wait to many good things ahead. I hope that this whole pandemic things ends quickly, i just want to travel abroad T - T

 see you next time !