Thursday, 26 April 2012

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Captivated by Sherlock Holmes !
Ohlalaa, i just realized i love him & all of his stories by now! i feel like a completely retard now,..
Well, it all happens when i read 'the science of deduction' (holmes's blog) 
That was absolutely splendid for me!
And Dr.John H.Watson blog, his blog is completely awesome! 
oohhh--- it's right like what my friend said, "reading holmes & john's blog really really making my day"
Hell yeah. That's absolutely right.

And this is my doodle for SHERLOCK (BBC) and SHERLOCK HOLMES :


ughh,.. i knew-- Robert Downey Jr. Looks so strange. Indeed.
I didn't even remember what's like robert's face when i draw this,.. completely forgotten.

Ha! so i really really really wanted to watch SHERLOCK now!
i need more time with sherlock & john-- and moriarty <3 


 Life is infinitely stranger than anything which the mind of man could invent.

                   - sherlock holmes.
                    A case of Identity



Sunday, 22 April 2012

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"I love the gap between your teeth
I like the riddle that you speak
And every snides remarks of my father about your tattoos
we'll be ignore
cause my heart is yours,.."


This guyy,..
the first one that makes my heart skips a beat!
I miss youu!
i miss your smile
your puppy eyes
your teeth
i miss everything about you!
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Fashion Diary # 1

What's my favourite boots? 
I named in my Russian Boots 


i really loves it! it's so neat (because there's like a soft fabric in it) and very stylish at the same time!
and what's good about it, i only got this for 21$! very cheap, right?!
i even didn't have to bargain it again 
why russia?
I didn't buy it at Russia, but idk, whenever i use them i feel like a russian.
it comes out to my mind everytime i wear them

Я люблю Россию  !





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Last holiday, i made this one. My friend requested a 'ciel' pin so i made this for her. I made sebastian too and i really excited with the final result! they looks so cute together! well, this handmade pin is not finish yet, but i'll try to finish it again if i have time.
i want to make Lizzie, Joker, and Earl grey too but these character is too difficult for me now. i need to learn them first. or converted it to chibi¬ well, i sell it only for 2.5$! 
you can buy at me & pay it with paypal :-) just message or comment below! 
It needs 3-4 days to make it so be patient

Enjoy! ^3^

Ciel & Sebastian <3


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What to say?
I miss you. My little sammy <3
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" hey i just met you. and this is crazy. but here's my number. so call me maybe " 
While listening to C.R Jepsen's "call me maybe" i made this one artwork. ofc inspired by kuroshitsuji <3
I really like the girl, well, i would like to call her as 'young lady' . Inspired by Elizabeth Midford who's good at sword playing :-) (actually inspired by earl grey too) She's a talented young lady from a noble family.

While her butler is just,..a normal butler. He likes crow, that's why i put crow on his shoulder.

why 'Petit Four'? Petit four is a small confectionery generally eaten at the end of a meal (e.g., with coffee) or served as part of dessert. This come into my mind because this young lady likes to eat snacks.
Actually, i want to named it with 'Elevenses' . Elevenses is a snack that is similar to afternoon tea, but eaten in the morning, but i don't think it's match for this artwork -_-


Well, i made this one dedicated for,.. Earl grey! <3 i really adore him now :-) he inspired me a lot!
and thanks for blablablablah-- i know if you read this post, you'll laugh at me or recognize this just looks like you!
so i'm going to say :
s'il vous plaît préparer mon petit four! mdr :-E 
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Today there's a snake in my house!

a real one,
not 'snake' this one :

all the maids in my house ran off as this snake appeared in the bottom of the refrigerator, i was studying for examination when i heard a scream from one of the maid, "snake! snake!"
i ran off and in the kitchen saw my father is already kicked out the snake. And it's dissappeared.

Is it possible that snakehad been spying me?
or it just a wild snakes?
i will never know ;-)
but i hope it's a real snake from kuroshitsuji, the one from noah's ark circus <3

Friday, 20 April 2012

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Have you ever think about your special abilities?
all human born with their own abilities--but it's depend on theirself, whether they grew it up or not.
But how about 'special' abilities?
Maybe what you thought about it first is 'Heroes', well,.. it's not wrong. It's true.
Pyrokinesis, Telekinetic, Mind Reading, it's just a small case of special abilities.
Maybe you think it's cool, but actually,.. well, it's just so tiring.
why?
first, when you have this kind of abilities, you have to train it everyday (well, not everyday, actually) or you'll lose your abilities
second, late or not, you'll feel tired. why? because this kind of abilities (sometimes) decrease your energy
third, one day you'll realized that your abilities will make you feel down (you know,.. some people will think that you're a freak, or if you have that kind of 'mind reading' abilities you'll know what's inside people's heart)


Not a simple one.
But you must be wondering, how can i know about this?
well, i'm not a liar, but i have this kind of abilities.
It started when i was in primary school, i keep dreaming about something, and this dream becomes real. And then,.. that kind of abilities dissapearing and it changes to somekind 'mind reading' abilities. I love my abilities, but i hate it sometimes.
why? first, because when i was kid, i dream and i predict someone's dead. it's really terrible. really really terrible.
second, this 'mind reading' abilities,... is really annoyying. It's like when you want to be friend with someone, but suddenly you realized that actually they hate on you. Really really annoyying. I rarely use this one, because i think it's a traumatic one. I can use it if i want to do that. Well, but i would like to keep it just for myself.


Anyway, your ability is a bless. 
A good given from god. 
Celebrate it & be proud for yourself! 

Monday, 16 April 2012

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I need a long trip. a real one.
It's like a long time ago i went travelling since my trip to Singapore.
I need to find beautiful places to get lost.
I've done so much 'boring-thingy'  in this life,
and i just don't wanna do this anymore.

Monotone isn't me.
And i have to be me.

I want to free. 
I want to break that damn walls.
I want to explore.
I want to get lost,
to find beautiful places & live in it.




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Sunday, 15 April 2012

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Sometimes,.. spilled out my feelings are the worst idea.
I dunno why, but it's like whenever i spilled out my feelings to anyone and being 'the real me' makes the situation came worst. Not always, but most of times. And it ended up with i apologizing to them. I just don't know why in the world this should happen, i mean it's like facing two option : Being Yourself or Not.
I know my answer will always be : Being Myself,
but.
i just don't wanna things gone bad. just it.

I was born in the 'rebellion' blood-- well, it's from my grandpa's grandpa. He's a truly hero for our country, the head of the rebellion against the dutch. I'm proud of it.
Maybe that's why my father always said to me,
"you're stubborn girl, but remember, you have a potential from that character. if you know how to manage it, you'll be big. just feel it, what's right for you & for the others, then if you know what's your best decision. face it"
hoah. i'm a such rebel girl. i knew.
well,. it's like being katniss everdeen in a real life.


and right now, i'm as fiery as the girl on fire <3
well, may the odds be ever in your favor.
as always.


Friday, 13 April 2012

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LOL LOL LOL
seems legit <3

Thursday, 12 April 2012

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Today i found something beautiful for my black butler artwork's collection! 
Yana Toboso's Blog!
it really beautiful! and also, there are so many artwork that i can't find anywhere else --like behind the scenes-- or special sketches from toboso-sensei!  <3


and i found another blog which's collecting black butler's artwork too :
http://funtomscandy.tumblr.com/kurocollection
http://www.animepaper.net/gallery/pictures/anime/kuroshitsuji
http://darkservitudescanlations.tumblr.com//
http://fuckyeahcosplaykuroshitsuji.tumblr.com/

i hope this help you to find black butler's beautiful artwork too <3


Wednesday, 11 April 2012

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http://lobalemu.deviantart.com/art/Kuroshitsuji-Ice-Lord-285442403
Again! i found cosplayer who really suits in black butler's character, this time we got CIEL 
And she looks very classy in this character! i knew it's so hard to find cosplayers who looks like ciel, but this time i got him!
 You should look at her another portfolios! :)

Olala, i'm as happy as Lizzie now


HAVE FUN! 
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So addicted to Nyan-cat, it's like i've been playing for all the time. whether it's in school- or home.
Well, i recommended you this one : (for you the one who don't own any ipods or android)
http://www.silvergames.com/nyan-cat-lost-in-space

Have Fun!

Friday, 6 April 2012

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Today i was surfing until i found this one :

http://aschenvogel.deviantart.com
CHARLES GREY !! omo omo! she's perfectly match to him!
I recommended all of you go to her link :D she's doing it right--- almost all of her cosplay :)

compare to this one :


OMO! *rainbow puke* *fangirling mode*
HE'S REAL

Thursday, 5 April 2012

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Happy B-Day Tony Shepard.Happy B-Day Joker.Happy B-Day Robbie Clark.Happy B-Day Danny.Happy B-Day Skip Engblom.Happy B-Day Jacob Grimm.Happy B-Day Giacomo Casanova.Happy B-Day Ennis Del Mar.Happy B-Day Ned Kelly.Happy B-Day Alex Bernier.Happy B-Day Harry Faversham.Happy B-Day Sonny Grotowski.Happy B-Day William Thatcher.Happy B-Day Gabriel Martin.Happy B-Day Jimmy.Happy B-Day Patrick Verona.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATH LEDGER ♥.

oh, how i wish he was here.
Just look at these smiles,... so enchanting & so engaging.
I just can't believe he's already gone,.

Where you used to be,
there's a hole in the world.
which i find myself constantly walking around in the daytime.
and falling in at night.
How i miss you like hell.





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I was made to believe I’d never love somebody else
Made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang
‘Til the day you came
Showing me another way
And all that my love can bring

John Mayer - Half of My Heart






Why does it never been so easy for love?
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This one artwork is dedicated for one people out of there.
I was listening to Zee Avi's '31 days' until that song inspired me a lot to made this artwork : '31 days'
The main stories is about travelling. The girl loves to rollerblading, while the boy loves to skateboarding. Then they travel together to find a new place to play :)


The ripe age of seventeen
Moved into the big bad city
Hoping it'd accept me
But I didn't care it would make me wise and lean

Spent many a-sleepless nights
Don't care if the bedbugs bite
A hundred fancy couches
But my pillow was the thought of you

A flameless name
A foolish game
I'm half crazy
And you're too sane

31 days in June
My only mission was to find you

Yes I may be tired and I'm spent
But my love will pay the rent

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Aha, now i don't know what i have to describe this one. 
um,,.. Inspired by black butler-- so i made this one, Monochrome maid. The main theme is 'maid' but her dress is some compilation from butler's tuxedo & ballet skirt. Quite Interesting for me :)

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Totally mad of Black Butler! i've been head over heels beacuse of it!
* you know, even last nite i dreamt about having the complete 13-book-of Black Butler (since i only have 4 books & god! it's really difficult to find all of them here *maybe i should check it on the internet*)
So, yesterday i made this doodle when i got really bored with one of the lesson
CIEL IN WONDERLAND!
inspired by the real illustration book of ciel in wonderland by yana toboso, and here they come! (well, not all of them is the same,.. =_=)
Ugh,.. i feel sorry for soma! i didn't have time to finished him :( *maybe i'll try next time* and actually i don't like his outfits in the real 'ciel in wonderland' because he's kind of like,.. princess. LOL, i did the same to grell sutcliffe too! actually he's a cat in the illustration book, but i drew him as a red card! xD but he still looks so funny anyway

Ciel In Wonderland by Yana Toboso



ah. so this is Ronald Knox (or Knocks? i dunno which one is rite) i really like him (i mean, after Joker, Soma, and sebastian ofc) He's the easiest character to draw *for me* and i really love his emerald-green-eyes-------- oh, how i wish i have someone like him------- with green eyes. Will be so melting i think.



Sunday, 1 April 2012

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So, here it is! after Ultimate Boys : Suit up! done, i made this one : Ultimate girls in dress up!
Seeing this,.. it makes me think about our prom. or farewell party.
What kind of dress will i wear to my prom? is it just like in this picture? or not? 
But beside of that,... i really want katniss's dress---- the one when she wore it on the television show, the red flaming one,... omoo. I think that dress is just so AWESOME.


anyways,.. it still 1 year again.
still a long time.
and i don't want to think about it yet,
because,.. even the 'prom night' is the night that you'll remember forever,
farewell party is one of the saddest thing ever.