2022 : Year of Love

 Hello~

like i said in the last post, since i'm not that active in this blog, i will only write once in a year. Not sure who i'm writing to, but i guess this is a proof that i'm here in the internet and if anyone came across this blog and read this very random blog, i hope you enjoy this xD

so, 2022 begin with me finally trying to come back to medical field & work in one of the covid-19 quarantine hospital in the city. Surprisingly eventhough it sounds scary, it's less stressful compared to the emergency room. I do enjoy my time there despite some problematic that comes from the internal issues, everything is good. I have a lot of free time in between.

This year, i travel a lot. 

I went to my brother's town several times before and after his marriage. We have additional member of the family and it was really nice since it does feel like i have an older sister that really care of me. I also travel to cities to attend food exhibitions with my parents, trying luxury hotels to the most horrible one lmao.

The highlight of this year should be i finally travelled to Australia to meet jinx!

We've known each other for 3 years and finally in july we met and it is honestly the best travel experience i have felt so far. This is also my first experience travelling alone abroad. Sure there's a lot of difficulties before i finally go, from how late the australia visa acceptance (like 2 months) until the surge of the ticket itself (300% higher price from the normal price) but i'm still glad i am finally able to meet her.

We travelled a lot from the perth zoo, cottesloe beach, blue boat house, van gogh alive museum, etc. We walked for miles, we talked about a lot of things, we ride merry go round, we relaxed on the park in the sunny day, we enjoyed the beach, we dine beside the harbor, we watched kangaroos sleeping, we enjoyed the sunset together, we went to vintage bookstores, we play escape room, we cook,  we bought groceries, we cried together, 

we did so many things together. 

sunset at cottesloe beach

Despite that it's the first time we meet physically, but we feel like we have known each other soo long that it is so painful when it comes for us to say goodbye. 

i literally cried the way back home, have no appetite and just being so depressed. But this is surely not the end and we will meet sooner than we thought. 

another highlight is, my impulsivity actually brings ne to a new area that i haven’t touched in so long : cosplay. yes. i started working on hawks wings first then attend 3 events this year as hawks and toga and miraculously that leaves a positive feedback from people (i even won the best costume, like whaaat??) and plus i met a lot of people from that, like A LOT. it’s nice to be in a new community i guess, and it seems that every year i always met a new one (which is good)

and last but not least, i also tried iaido, and the club is so nice (thanks to H for introducing me to them) i haven’t feel so welcomed in a sports club before and they’re all so supportive! 

so yeah, this year, it would be the year of love.

i have found so many forms of love this year and it honestly… very encouraging. 

i really hope next year is gonna be a blast & a happy one ❤️  see you soon 2023!

2021 : Year of Discoveries

 Hello!

andd just like usual, writing things only once a year lol but i really hope no one read this (?) and if you do, come back here once a year to just read my stuff then thankyou, i hope you enjoy this little writing i do that happened in my life.

I'm writing this in the end of january 2022 so after a while, i think i finally know what 2021 means to me. I finally taking breaks after 8 years in medical field. I would say i can finally breathe, like breathe. I guess it's really taking a toll after a while and i am really grateful that i am at this point and be able to take everything and stop for a while. I've always been wanting to pursue my hobby, just doing what i like, drawing, travelling, etc. 

There are a lot of things that happened in 2021, one of the best is having a group of wonderful colleagues that is like a sister to me. Despite all the dramas and stuff that happened, we get along and we are able to make a lot of experience like picnic, sleepovers, hangouts, barbecues, and many more. And the other thing that i find it endearing is living 9 months with lan zhan as my roommate did help me a lot and we create a lot of good memories like weekly groceries (seriously? lol), going to the cinema together, enjoying the small moments like watching the sunset while eating our dinner, cooking, singing with asa hati, going to the park and so many more. I realize we do have a lot of similarities despite our differences

OH andddd what's good this year? i spent a lot on stuffs that i have been always wanting to buy! (which felt so good!) i bought guqin, BJD (finally!after all those years) wei wuxian, analog camera, and wacom cintiq ! i kinda did regret a... little bit in the end because i spent so much but hey! i could always make more hopefully in the future and afterall, i was happy so it wasn't a waste

Pandemic might be going on and it does get worse i think around june because there is a lot of cases and death news... but this year, there are also good things that happened

Like...this year, after i quit my job, my art finally got recognized in the destiny community and omg my art went to this week at bungie !! i gained a lot of friends and followers from there and i'm so glad jinx introduced me to destiny. I also fell in love with Cayde-6 too eventhough he broke my heart :( Also! i adopted bunniesssssss (i've always been wanting to adopt one), adopted 4 bunnies name bangchan, lee know, bolu lulu and mochi.

So in conclusion, this year, i discovered a lot.

Maybe part of myself that is long gone. 

Reclaiming my passion, enjoying every bit of moments, 

this year is good. And hopefully, 2022 is better for all of us

 

with love, M.