hiii~
it's been a long time this blog is more like a digital diary now lol (really, now i just came here to write stuffs what happened with last year lol) but i'm kinda glad that this is becoming a tradition to just write things i treasure so if one day people want to know my life (i'm not sure what for lskahsk) so far it's been great ^ w ^ )~
sooo 2019 definitely is a year of friendship. Having team when you work means that they'll be fight and stuffs and you will know the true friends there, and that's what happened to me. we have soo many chick flicks irl but lmao it's so fun honestly it's like living real life mean girls movies where you're stuck hanging around with the badass bitches but hey, i love them, because they're true and honest and loyal and they support each other. I kinda hate being the 'bad' part but i don't think they're bad at all, we're like birds of prey where harley got stuck with the badasss women and started fighting with the 'real' bad guys.
we named the group as plastic but then it becomes 'skinny meanie' not because we are skinny but because we are four chubby as heck and we kinda want to be skinny but can't (well, but honestly we're all like 'f*** beauty standards, we're beautiful' lol and this is why i love them so much, they accept me for whatever i'm like and that's what i need in friendship. Sooo for the whole year we did gossip gossip and gossip, i'm not a gossip person but hearing them talking about new things and stuffs are really interesting. We also did new things together, shopping, culinary alll around the town, trying all you can eat food in restaurants, sleepover, booking hotel room for 4 of us and going to the vintage bar (for the first time in my whole life) i've been wanted to visit in Majapahit hotel because i it looks like lupin bar in japan andddd take a photo of my dazai nendoroid there lol (my sole purpose, really) (i didn't drink tho ofc)
the other crazy thing we did together is probably book a house for only the 4 of us and it was DOPE. it was one hell of a stay, eventhough the house itself is not so pleasant but boi oh boi, we did lazy around in dress, pajama party, cooking together, going to the market together, have a good chat until we're all exhausted. We also bought matching rings together as a friendship mark~
lmao actually i forgot to tell you that we have extra member which is a guy but he's like very silent than the rest of us and like our little brother so yeah x'D
the other thing i discovered in 2019 is i got into BSD fandom and ohmyGod it was the best decision i've made so far. I have one hell of a group which is consisted of michelle and veni and we're like the buraiha trio, michelle as oda and veni as dazai then we have new member which is yhen that will be oda because she's more calm andd michelle as chuuya. it was so fun having them around~ i could laugh until i have stomach cramp and that will ended with so many memes and pics.
and then i met with a lot of friends too in BSD fandom, and i started my first zine too which is avocado toast for the first time someone commissioned me and i'm soo happy (T - T)
oh and by the end of 2019 i also have lou~ and that is the best decision i have ever meet because i'm so grateful to meet her, she's literal angel and goddess in one person.
anyway that's my 2019, year of frienship
i hope 2020 will be goood pleasee~
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