Wednesday, 31 July 2013

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Hello August !

This month supposed to be a 'summer' month in another part of the world, but thanks to the weird weather of my hometown, we got 17 degrees celcius here! (it ain't tropical island anymore)

Anyway, i got the whole full month holiday since my examination is already over & i have a lot of plan to do in this month :) So here's the plan..

Monday, 22 July 2013

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Yay! Finally all examination are done! I'm so excited yet tense because the result is not officially out yet. It's 4 hours again to the final result, so.. better to do something (i hate waiting--without doing nothing)
Yesterday i was looking up for some new painting equipments, and it turned up i bought 24 pack finecolor for only 31US$, that one was a big deal. And i found some interesting equipment like panpastel, i never heard of it, but it seems it's already trending in America, England, etc.
I wanted to buy one, but.. well... the price is surprising (for me) it's 5US$ for only one color. Ugh. Maybe next time..
I'm in love with this
Then i got an idea, why don't you 'create' new equipments for painting?
And it ended up i painted using my make up (face powder, eyeshadow, etc) hahaha the result is a bit surprising anyway- it turned up really nice (i like the shading & the softness of the result)

Rev Severine
 Oh, and did i forgot to mention who's this girl? This is Rev Severine from our latest novel, Tinnitus. You can read it here :) She's the bipolar girl who got really nice platinum hair (oh yes, i adore her hair a lot)  I got the model of Rev Severine from a model named Ieva :D

painting with make up
Bad thing i don't have a lot of make up so i can't experiment with a lot of colour :-/
You should try by yourself :) It's fun and.. didn't cost a lot of money haha (please don't use any expensive make up for this experimental, you'll regret later)

Monday, 1 July 2013

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Bored + Tired of lesson = Random doodle.
I doodled them on a piece of tissue -_- (too lazy to get a paper)
Lately i'm a big fangirl of Hetalia, specially England, Germany, Italy, Prussia and Egypt :3
i wanted to make a fanfict or mini comic strips but well, i have no idea what's the story will be..

PruHun
Arthur Kirkland

Wednesday, 12 June 2013

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"All I knew this morning when I woke is
I know something now i didn't before"

I thought, i was daydreaming.

I was sitting alone, waiting for the bell to ring. Grumbling with the books, trying to understand Biology.

Then a footstep approach. Tap tap. I didn't pay attention to anything while i was studying, so i better focused on my books.

He sat in front of me. Opened his books.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

He tapped his fingers on the table. Again and again. Stretching his hand about only 10 cm from me.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

I got easily annoyed with a simple sound like this. So i lifted my head, trying to see who's this guy exactly.

And i see was him.
Black, messy hair. Sharp eyes. White skin. Pale face.

"And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you"


This can't be. This can't be. I thought to myself.
I look again, and all i see was him.

"And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time"


He sighed. And he turned his head.
And here we are looking at each other.
My heart skips a beat.
I tried to focused on my books again.

And the silence comes around.
Tick. Tock.
He left.

"I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now"

And then i felt really sorry to myself.
I didn't know who's his name. I even didn't know who he is.
All i need is a simple name.

"Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time"


Then he came. Again.
Sitting in the same spot. 
Didn't open his book nor studying.
Even i think, he looks confused. It's like he's about to say a thing.

"let me know that it's not all in my mind"

But then the bells rang.
I need to go to my friends. And i left.
I waited in the front of the class.
Still trying to look at his face.
Just to make sure once again.

"'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home"


And our eyes meet each other again.

"And everything has changed"
 





All I know is the new found grace. 

All my days I know your face

Monday, 3 June 2013

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High school ... it happens to everyone.And for years it has a way of dividing us.
Athletes over a cheaters, drama queens, misfits, jokers.
But then, just before it ends, we were almost at the door. One night has a way of bringing us together,

Prom.

It's the one night when nobody cares who wore the varsity jacket,
and who got cut from the team.
It's the night when you might find yourself singing at the top of your lungs,with people you've never even spoken too.
The night when that cute guy free a math class might finally make his move.

Prom's our night, and each of us wants it to be unforgettable.

Prom . . . a night when nice guys might not finish last.
When friends might completely surprise you.
When the person you where at in high school, could change in an instant.

Maybe you find what you're lookin' for.
Or maybe you just find, yourself.
It's true one night can bring us all together but it's more than that.

'Cause when it ends, it's really just the beginning.


*quoted from the movie 'Prom' (2011)

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

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"It's too bad, if only we'd met sooner, you know. Isn't funny how you can go to school somebody for so long, and not even meet them till now?"

If you ask me there's a moment everybody's life when you're helpless,
just helpless with hope and trust.
And then something happens, something too big to understand,

and then everything changes forever.

If you ask me start out with good news so pure and clear
and you don't even know its there,
because that's the way it is when you don't know anything.

And then, moments begins to arrive.

And anyway,
Thank you. Thank you so much to help me understand everything.

It's nice to be around someone who believes in someone so much.  

Monday, 20 May 2013

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Hola ! De komst finally finished and they're going to publisher now :)
and now we (as always, fifi & me) are working on a brand new novel,

Tinnitus

The main concept is about a girl named Rev Severine, who get traumatized by her boyfriend death. 
She's later diagnosed having a mental disorder known as 'Bipolar disorder'. 
After her boyfriend's death, she's later transferred into a local school where she meets Theo Skaarsgard, the boy who always bullied her because of her disorder.
At the same time, Theo, after he caught the allusion in her glance, he started having a really weird memories, the memories he never have before.

Tinnitus

And that's a brief story about them, 
get to more know by reading Tinnitus now !
satisfaction guaranteed as always :) 
Enjoy !

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Epilogue

Sorry, online reading is now closed for public !
(if you wanna read them so bad, simply PM us via twitter @monicarosellini / @fildzah_iazz)

AWW YEAH FINALLY TINNITUS FINISHED!
They're going to publisher soon! Hope us luck!