At the End of the Day

"It's too bad, if only we'd met sooner, you know. Isn't funny how you can go to school somebody for so long, and not even meet them till now?"

If you ask me there's a moment everybody's life when you're helpless,
just helpless with hope and trust.
And then something happens, something too big to understand,

and then everything changes forever.

If you ask me start out with good news so pure and clear
and you don't even know its there,
because that's the way it is when you don't know anything.

And then, moments begins to arrive.

And anyway,
Thank you. Thank you so much to help me understand everything.

It's nice to be around someone who believes in someone so much.  

Tinnitus

Hola ! De komst finally finished and they're going to publisher now :)

and now we (as always, fifi & me) are working on a brand new novel,

Tinnitus

The main concept is about a girl named Rev Severine, who get traumatized by her boyfriend death. 

She's later diagnosed having a mental disorder known as 'Bipolar disorder'. 

After her boyfriend's death, she's later transferred into a local school where she meets Theo Skaarsgard, the boy who always bullied her because of her disorder.

At the same time, Theo, after he caught the allusion in her glance, he started having a really weird memories, the memories he never have before.

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And that's a brief story about them, 

get to more know by reading Tinnitus now !

satisfaction guaranteed as always :) 

Enjoy !

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Epilogue

Sorry, online reading is now closed for public !
(if you wanna read them so bad, simply PM us via twitter @monicarosellini / @fildzah_iazz)

AWW YEAH FINALLY TINNITUS FINISHED!
They're going to publisher soon! Hope us luck!

Real Life Hetalia

Enjoy!

Hungary

Hungary is such a really pretty girl, she is my second favourite female character in Hetalia after Seychelles. 

Her human name is Elizaveta Héderváry. I have no idea who's this below, but she really look alike Hungary.

aph Hungary

 

 

 

Chibitalia

Who can't deny the cuteness of Chibitalia episode in Hetalia? Chibi Hetalia is the cutest of all and i just can't help it when chibi italy get bullied by Holy Roman Empire! xD They're the cutest couple of all

chibi Holy Roman Empire

chibitalia

 Austria

Austria is kinda cool, actually. His human name is Roderich Edelstein. And this cosplay, simply said, is the best austria cosplay of all.

aph Austria

Japan

Japan is a such a man, i love his character and how he keep calm in everything. He got the 'cool' look but too bad he's too shy~ not my favourite, but this japan look alike is definitely one of my favourite! I mean, look, he's so damn handsome. Well, eventhough you'll find in another photos he didn't look alike japan (His name is Kento Hayashi, he played in Chiichan wa Yukyu no Muko in this photo) Oh, and anyway, his human name is Honda Kiku :)

aph Japan

England

I almost got a mini heart attack when i see this. Holy *piip* this man is just so damn sexy. He really look alike Arthur Kirkland! *nosebleed. Too bad i can't find who's his real name! (somebody, help me maybe?)

aph England

And this is model Anton Wellsjo, he quite got the look, but not as look alike as the above. But still, he's an eye candy for me :3 

aph England

Germany

Germany! He's my third fabourite character after Prussia (2nd) and England (1st). His human name is Ludwig. Germany is somehow sexy with this 'strict' character and his hairstyle xD 

And this is Hermann Wilhelm Göring, World War I Flying Ace plus a german politician. This man sure is the right Ludwig of world war I !

aph Germany

I failed to search who's this guy, but he quite look germany too. And quite look Michael Fassbender (you might want to search this guy, she got the 'ludwig' look too

aph Germany

Lichtenstein

Lichtenstein is cute and a good sister to Switzerland. I ship both of them, they make the best brother-sister than Russia-Belarus. I like the way she cut her hair so she look alike switzerland :')

aph Lichtenstein

aph Lichtenstein

 China

His human name is Yao Wang. When i found this picture in tumblr, i was like 'you got to be joking me'. Well, for who didn't know who's this guy below, he's Kim Heechul. One of the member of Super Junior. He look alike china, actually.. but well, he's a korean .__. *nobody cares about that

aph China

 United States

I laughed a lot when someone posted this. Seriously?! ZAC EFRON?! lololol

Yes, he got 'Alfred F. Jones' (his human name) look, but.. i don't know. This is just damn too hilarious.

aph United States

France

France is France and this guy really got the 'flamboyant' look from 'Francis Bonnefoy' (his human name). This is the photo from Chris Vernel / Carancerth, if you often surfing deviant art in cosplay section, you'll recognize him as an actor and costume artist. You can find him here

aph France

I don't know who's he but he's famous in Hetalia fans forum because he really look alike Francis too (maybe more than Chris Vennel)

aph France

 Netherland

Netherland is handsome, tall man, and he's my fourth favourite character :3 i love him specially when he got his hair down. Too bad his appearance is not as much as england. I don't know who's this guy below, but he got the look. Strong, but not rough, sweet but not cute. It's a bit surprising when i found that many people saying that Niall Horan from one direction are look alike with aph netherland. I can't agree with that.

 

aph Netherland

 Rome

 Holy *piip* Granpa Rome is real.

aph Rome

  Italy

His human name is Feliciano Vargas (known as Italy Veneciano). I don't know who's this guy, but he got the look (eventhough...this picture is too sexy) Oh man, Italy should be hilarious, not sexy like this *nosebleed.

aph Italy

 Russia

 I love Russia, not as my favourite character but because he looks so innocent but weird at the same time.

aph russia

Farewell from Karina & Vlahos

"No matter how it is

Believe that our path will cross again at last "

'Believe that our path will cross each other again'

Thank you for all of our reader !

Now, De Komst is finally off to publishers, pray us luck!

If you missed this, you can read now here or via eindeloze verhalen !

Aan de oever van een snelle vliet lyrics

De Komst is coming to an end.

I thought the idea of Vlahos singing a sad song  to Karina would be a perfect scene for the end,

then i found this one song, 'Aan de oever van een snelle vliet' means

 'a sorrowful girl who sat by the bank of the river'

This is originally a german song, but then translated into dutch. The original name was 'An einem Fluss der rauschend Schoss' in German and was published anonymously in 1781. The oldest Dutch version dates back to the beginning of the nineteenth century. The song was passed on in many songbooks and magazines and remained popular until the early twentieth century. 

The story itself is about by the banks of a rapid brook sits a grieving orphan girl. A passing gentleman asks her what is wrong. She directs him to her mother's grave and tells him of the death of her father and brother, who both drowned in this brook. The gentleman takes her home with him and offers her a good life.

Simple, but i don't know somehow this song is just prefectly suits for Vlahos & Karina. Maybe it's because the story is just so similar (which in my case, Karina is an orphan girl) and Vlahos offer her a good life. 

It's just so... coincidence that until now, i couldn't believe it by myself. 

I found it's really hard to find the complete lyrics but well, i found it :

Aan de oever van een snelle vliet een treurend meisje zat
Zij weende en schreide van verdriet het gras van tranen nat

Een heer die wandelt langs de vliet bespeurt haar bitt're smart
Dat hij het meisje wenen ziet , treft zijn meedogend hart

Zij zuchtte en zag hem treurig aan en sprak: 'Ach brave man
Een arme wees ziet gij hier staan die God slechts helpen kan

Ziet gij dat groene berkje niet? Daar ligt mijn moeders graf
Ziet gij den oever van dees' vliet? Daar gleed mijn vader af

De felle stroom verzwolg hem dra. Hij worstelde, ach, en zonk
Mijn broeder sprong hem achterna. Helaas, ook hij verdronk!

Hij nam haar teder bij de hand, hij, met haar lot begaan
Hij gaf haar kleren naar zijn stand voor weesjes kleren aan

Zij at zijn spijs, zij dronk zijn drank, gestadig, dag bij dag.
Heb dank, o edel brave man, voor zo een goed gedrag.

The complete lyrics i found was arranged by Maarten van Roozendaal,

so if you want to hear the music just download it here :-)

Endymion : The Graphic Novel

Exam is over!
Glad to know that i have so many times in this spring break!
I already have a lot of plan and one of them is 'resurrecting' Endymion to Graphic novel.
Not all of them.

Only some chapter :-)

This time i only work for the first chapter, but soon, they'll be much more :D

Oh, if you want to read more about 'em, just read the full story here : Endymion (novel)
Enjoy, Fellas!

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The Journey of Love

When i was child,

i learn that love is something about i'm trying to understand.

But when i was in the middle school,

I learn that love is something about accepting what i didn't understand.

And now.

in Highschool,

i learn that love is something about letting go and giving away what you can't have.

And all i can do is only hoping,

that in my new journey,

One day, someone will make me understand what's the meaning of love.